Forever Yours

Good evening. Saturday blog. Forever yours means, With love for eternity, or the end of a letter, or just the end. Our only end is here on earth. In the final end, Forever Yours does mean love for eternity. Then we will be complete! No more tears of missing you. I hope your eyes are still blue. Forever we will stand on all of the beautiful shores of eternity, all rolled into one. Maumee River, Lake Erie, Lake Michigan, Lake Huron, Lake Nipissing, Lake Mead, Colorado River, Detroit River, Atlantic Ocean, to name a few. Who doesn’t love being by the water? All were visited and vacationed at over the years! That is how I think of Denny, standing on beautiful shores of Heaven. I cannot even imagine what he is seeing. Forever always sounds like an eternity, when in all reality, it’s a blink. I still find it so hard to believe that our time on earth is over. I wanted so much more time. We humans are selfish. I would never want him to face that kind of suffering again! He is frozen in time, in my mind! Forever he is mine, forever I am his! We said forever a lot towards the end! If I ever get out of debt, if COVID 19 ever gives us any kind of freedom, I would like to travel to the places we wanted to see! Nothing wrong with dreaming, I am only 67! I’m also not afraid to do things on my own. For now, I will dream on paper! Pretty words on paper! God is the one who writes the most beautiful of words on paper, called The Bible, it is everything in one book! A map for our lives, when we feel lost. I know I am not lost, but, it sure feels like it. I miss him with everything in me. I do not like my new normal. It’s painful. A lump in my chest, sick feeling in my stomach. God is still good. His plans never fail. God will lead the way, I will follow. Good night. God bless!❤️🤗🙏🏻🤗❤️