Grieving Mood Swings

Good evening. Thursday blog. My gosh, it’s a whole new wave of tears! One minute, I feel like it’s the end of the world, the next minute, I feel fine, my old self and smiling! I guess I’ll just ride the waves for awhile! I’m fine when I am working, I’m fine with the baby and family. In the car or music, especially music, sunrise, sunset, the clouds, all make me think of Denny and what he went through last fall. It’s still so hard! I miss him beyond words. I feel lost, then boom, I am ok. Go with the flow! Fastest 10 months, but yet, seems like an eternity! I need to go have a Buttermilk pancake for him. That makes me feel better! In these troubled times! Cherish your families! Don’t let go. I wish I could describe the pain, that know one will ever understand, until they are there! If it were not for God, I swear I would be crazy. I don’t swear! Cling to the promises of God. That is all I can do. Cast my sorrow on Him! God is good! God is on the throne! Good night. God bless!❤️🤗🙏🏻🤗❤️