What Is Your GPS?

Good evening. Sunday blog. I didn’t know the words. I just knew what it did. Global Positioning System! Sounds important! Big words, even bigger, what it can do. When we went to Myrtle Beach on the tail end of a hurricane, what a mess. GPS constantly rerouting us, in the dark. Scary! God took care of us. When I am ready to write something, I would like for it to always be something that I learned along Denny’s and my bumpy road. It has nothing to do with how much you love each other. It’s what your inner GPS is telling you. Rerouting, rewiring, sparks from frayed wires. Let it go and these things can make a big mess, a fire. A mess that takes time and special attention to clean it up. I know some, I was one, just sweep it under the rug, nobody will know. One fire drifting on top of another fire, what a mess! The trouble, nobody thinks of the mess, when they just jump on a choice! Consequences can turn into a life long battle to get over. The regrets that come with all of that can tear you apart, mind body and soul. Nobody can take care of you and the lifelong turmoils that live in us. You can point fingers all you want. In the end, you and only you are responsible for the choices you made. Don’t blame your parents, your teachers, your spouses, siblings. We can go on and on. Once I learned that, a real healing took place in my life. Not perfection. But, after coming through Parkinson’s and what it did to each of us individually and especially Denny, watching everyday, how it took him by bits and pieces! It took him fast, his progression was quick. I believe my family and I learned a lot along Denny’s journey. Our GPS took us to a deeper love, forgiveness, care and compassion, for him and each other. In the end, nothing else matters. Not who is president, not the neighbors and what you think of them. Denny and I both suffered consequences from choices. Running on feelings will get you in trouble every time. 45 years I spent with him, our GPS constantly working to show us the right route to take. Our GPS was and still is God. He will take you to all of the right places, all the time. I really want nothing else! Just God and His GPS. It keeps me grounded! Stop and think. What kind of war zone is my choice going to make? Be kind please, especially to yourself. You are worth it! The grass has never been greener anywhere else than your own yard! God is good. Good night. God bless.❤️🤗🙏🏻🤗❤️