A Busy Day… Keeps Tears at Bay

Good evening. Wednesday blog! I try to plan my days enough, so my mind is not wandering all over the place. Today I compared my heart to a bouncing ball, all over the place. That does not mean that I can’t get anything done. Because I do. Walking always comes first. No thinking about it. Yesterday, FT Dr. appt. therapy. B-12 shot, Beagle went along and we were off to the groomer. That took us to Bob Evans to pick up salads for mom and I. Today after walking, breakfast with 3 of my kiddos. Spent the afternoon separating and cropping pictures! I’d be lying if I said I did not cry. I did. They all have memories attached. Songs pull heart strings! I am not against crying, it’s still very painful. Just can’t do it all day. That would lead to other issues. I go to bed, turn out the light, tell Denny good night, a good cry and off to sleep. Stuff like that. I cannot act like he did not exist. Sometimes I can talk about him, no problem. Over thinking, not good. Starting my day early, started with walking early. There is no better time. Then home and hospital stays, I was there early, when Denny woke up. Its just the norm for me now. As Denny became sicker, I got up earlier to take care of me first and of course time with God. It’s 21 days to form new habits! Early is a good fit for me. So, get up, give your day to God. You never know what might happen! God is so good! Good night. God bless.❤️🤗🙏🏻🤗❤️